Jumping the gun

Davis* talks a lot. I'm not a very loquacious person. Especially when it comes to business. I do not try to make friends with anyone I have working for me and it sounds like he wants to be friends. Also I've noticed in my lifetime that when people talk a lot it's because they have nothing to show. It's only been a few days so I'm not going to jump the gun yet but he may not be the right manager for me. I can already tell.

New Manager?

I'm excited!!! I met with Davis* the manager that I met at the Oscar Party. He's excited to work with me and so far he has kept it pretty professional. Let's see if we can make things happen!! He's a scorpio. I've been looking for a scorpio manager! I told him I'd give him 2 weeks to see if he can get me work. Let's see how things go!

Oscar Party

I was approached by a manager who wants to represent me. Woo hoo!!!! I need a new one!

I think Willie Nelson tried to feel me up when we were posing for a picture. He was a high as a kite.

I gotta find out where the pictures from the red carpet of the party were posted online. I can't find them on Wire Image or anything, but that could be because I don't know the name of that club in beverly hills. I just know it's on the corner of that little side santa monica blvd road and something else close to the western side of the street. Yeah........I'm really bad with names. Those pics are probaly lost. Grrrreaaaat.

3 dates, 2 days

Don't ever do the online dating thing!!! I was right! 6' athletic means 5'10 1/2, ex athlete with ex-girlfriend issues.

Another person I met brought a gun on our date. He was a cop. But why on earth would you bring a gun on a date? Ok, now let's say you felt it was seriously necessary to bring a gun on a date....why would u show me your gun? That was a pure show off move. I'm already on a date with you. Why do you have to bring props to impress me?

Another person is a lot older then his pictures. Those need to be updated. This is unbelievable. I am an actress so I do lie about my age. I am 2 years older then the age I tell people I am. The entire date this guy kept saying, "now I know you're only (insert the age I told him here) but let me tell you....." It was the most idiotic thing I had ever heard. Is he seriously going to pull the "I'm the cool older guy" act? I'm not in middle school anymore.

I just deleted my profile. I'm never dating online again.

Mom's Birthday

I flew to Arizona to have dinner with my mom for her birthday and flew back home to LA. Wow modern day transportation is amazing. I was in 2 states yesterday! Can you imagine how long that would have taken 200 years ago? It was so quick it allotted me time to only stay there for a few hours. Can u imagine if we were pilgrams and it took 3 months to go to AZ? I would make the most of my stay and stay for like 3 weeks before going home. But seriously, I love my mom but 3 weeks with her and I'll be ripping out my hair. Woo for planes.

Online Dating

I don't do the online personals thing because a) I have no time to date b) I don't want to invest time in dating and c) meeting people online scares me. I mean hey, if I'm 1 inch taller and 3 lbs lighter online what exactly does 6' athletic really mean?

My friend Lacy* has been telling me she met some awesome people on Yahoo Personals for the past few months. The moment I set up an account my mailbox was too full for me to respond to all the mail I got. I was going to delete my account but instead I just didn't log into my mailbox for 2 weeks. When I logged on to delete my account I decided to respond to the messages from people who wrote to me twice. I've met a few cool people. I'm not super excited to meet any of them and have been dodging the "let's hang out" invites. I've narrowed it down to about 4 people who I may meet outside of the computer one of these days. I'm just not motivated to meet any of them.

Valentine's Day

This is my first Valentine's day alone in a really long time. Wooohooo!!!!!! So many girls complain about not having a date or about being alone today but I don't understand why. My neighbor Lacy* told me she was sad that she was alone on Valentines but I said, "why? It's just another day! It doesn't have to be a bad day just because it falls on the 14th and because you're alone. You were alone yesterday. And you'll be by yourself on the 17th so why be sad?" She said, "because I don't feel loved!"

I responded, "but you got 100 roses from your boyfriend and a bouquet of flowers from your sugar daddy mailed to you, and you got phone calls from all the guys you're cheating on your boyfriend with."

She said, "yeah, but you got asked out on a few dates but I don't have anyone to go to dinner with."

I said, "I turned all those dinner dates down. I'm not interested in spending time with anyone but the person I love the most. Me!!"

Yeah. I don't understand people like that. I bought myself roses this year :) And I couldn't be happier. I mean, who loves me more then myself? Seriously! :) :) Happy Valentine's Day!

date for saturday?

Danny* asked me to be his Valentine's date on Saturday. Ughhhh......... not that I wouldn't like to go out with him on a date, it's just......on Valentine's day? Why that day? Can't we go out on Sunday? or Friday? or any day but? Valentine's day is a day of love. I honestly feel really awkward going on a first date with someone on Valentines's Day. He asked me for my address so he could send me flowers. That's kind of too much. I'm a little uncomfortable.